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well, i guess my midnight depression is now taking the form of bitchy grumpiness. i'm really sad and/or disappointed that it seems like book club isn't very important to the people who are involved. but see, i shouldn't bitch, because i've slacked on it in the past. but i just have this beautiful dream of everyone on the list participating and voting and everyone finishing the book and coming to the discussion and talking and debating and learning about the subject and each other. because i'm lame. so, this month we are reading V.S. Naipaul's Half a Life.

what else happened today... not a whole lot. dad drove up from norfolk for work, i'll probably see him tomorrow. i caught the x-files series finale, which was... well, i haven't watched the show since before the movie came out. but for someone who watched it all excitedly first and second season, it was pretty lame. oh well, that's something completely unimportant to the grand scheme of things. i also, um, vacuumed yesterday. ooh, ahh. and changed my sheets. it wasn't all the stuff i wanted to do this weekend, but it's better than having achieved nothing. so tired - 5 more hours. sigh.

i confess, i do feel really grateful about several things right now. i feel loved. i feel blessed.

my hair, the pink, it's a wreck. this, i feel not only not grateful about, but even kind of... angry!!



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May. 20th, 2002 06:18 am (UTC)
I think the bookklub is achieving some of the goals you set above, ma'am. Maybe not the idyllic dream you set above, but look at it during the day sometimes, and I think you've started something good.

Which reminds me, I may have another suspect to wrangle in.
May. 20th, 2002 11:18 pm (UTC)
i know, i've just been grumpy-gal lately. i'm sorry!
May. 20th, 2002 07:23 am (UTC)
Sorry about the book club. Things like that are hard to keep going.

Don't worry about your hair. It looks good as it is. I know it wasn't what you wanted, but as long as you don't tell ppl that, they will think you got what you wanted.
May. 20th, 2002 11:19 pm (UTC)
i think the book club situation isn't that bad, i was just disheartened about the lack of response this particular month.

and i think within 2 weeks my hair will have changed again, so it's no biggie :)
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