I have a tricky assignment for you this week, Leo. It will require you to display an open-hearted curiosity as you live on the edge of your understanding. It will ask you to be cheerful and optimistic as you question as many of your certainties as you can. Your challenge is to embody the attitude suggested by Caroline Myss in this passage from her CD, Spiritual Madness: The Necessity of Meeting God in Darkness: "The moment you come to trust chaos, you see God clearly. Chaos is divine order, versus human order. Change is divine order, versus human order. When the chaos becomes safety to you, then you know you're seeing God clearly."
Mr. Brezsny seems to be advising me against my instincts here, unless I am missing something. I already feel like I have been doing the aforementioned for the past 3 months, and it's not been working any magic... more chaos? Aigh. Well maybe after lunch there will be some kind of revelation. Other than that, for once, it's just a Wednesday, and I'm glad.