But I feel better and more vibrant and productive. It helped that I got to talk to debela and omphaloskepsis and evilhat and others for a while! And I'm still debating driving down to Blacksburg for the show friday; I finally got confirmation from the people at the solar haus. There are lots of pros and cons but the main one is that I still don't physically feel 100% and being in a car makes me feel even worse; but the thing is that the trip would be JUST what I needed to feel alive again. I don't know what to do. Either way I need to do laundry. I have to remember, to learn how, to not compare myself to other people and measure my success against their life, and measure my worth next to theirs. It is fruitless, but I do it constantly. I mean, it's so bad that if I thought I had all the time and money in the world I'd get therapy for it. Just idle thoughts, though... The new Land's End shoes are all that was promised. I adore them.