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too lazy: stream of conciousness

tonight's gift exchange with tzel and denise went great i had a great feeling and the food as usual was the best; my only regret was not getting to the place to get the thing i had in mind for denise yet. we discussed technicon because i remembered i had had this bizarre dream where there was a vtsffc reunion where all the former presidents were talking and dale was there and his hair was really long. denise reminded me that if i was ever gonna go this would be the year to do it so i'm putting that on the calendar for 3/14-16. i'm kind of excited about it despite not being so much into the convention thing as i was when younger. it's more that i might get to see alot of old friends i don't ever talk to much anymore. stephen brust will be there which is a coup, not that i have read any of his books. while trying desperately to sleep today, i heard the guy next door yelling at the top of his lungs either at his kid or at the tv, i couldn't tell which. it was not cool and the first bad sleep experience i've had in this apartment. but since i worked last night and it snowed tonight and i slept poorly, i didn't go into work. this puts the kibbosh on going out on thursday to any clubs or what not. sigh. finally, my intestines have been feeling a bit twingey and i'm scared things are messed up again, and i really hope that i don't have to take another course of antibiotics, but if there is something really wrong again i desperately hope that's all that is necessary to clear it up. it's not so painful as it was last time but i'm scared... it's going in that direction. i have been trying to eat better, i swear... bleh. i can't let myself get my knickers in a twist, i really can't. i hope to call the doctor in the morning i guess. sigh. jack came by tonight which was nice, but the fact that his new housing arrangement isn't optimum is not nice. i hope for his sake that he can move on to something better soon.



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Jan. 6th, 2003 05:42 am (UTC)
I found that when my cystitis would come back, the beginning of any pain paled in comparison to the angst that would erupt in me over it. "Oh no, not this again ..." That to a certain degree I was working myself up over it. Then again, it also hurt a lot. Hope your tummy feels better.
Jan. 6th, 2003 01:33 pm (UTC)
I totally know what you mean. I'm trying to be all calm about it and I made a Doc's appointment and hopefully the knowledge that I will be seeing the doctor and they will be assessing the actual gravity of the situation (as opposed to the percieved gravity) will keep me from freaking out until then.
Jan. 6th, 2003 10:33 am (UTC)
Please take care of yourself. Get some rest and . . . the clubs aren't going anywhere. Your health is more important.
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