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sunday is doomed to be non productive?!

i did test drive the echo. unfortunately i spent almost 3 hours in there because i'm stupid and let them keep talking to me. it was supposed to be a quick half hour jaunt. i'm still totally undecided between the rio and the echo. the pluses and minuses seem to equal out for whatever reason. i should get the toyota, probably. but i'm going to drive the kia one more time... *sigh* i wish i had the compensation for the old car in hand so that if i DID find a 2,000$ car tomorrow i could just buy it and be done.

after the toyota ordeal i went to target and my blood sugar bottomed out and i felt like i was going to pass out so i ate a snickers before rushing over to tzel's to drag her out for THE CHEESE DIP. which was fucking fabulous, for whatever reason sometimes it's not right and sometimes it's just perfect. came back, got more boxes, started packing more, then jack called... he said he'd come by! yay. we talked and talked and stuff and went out to the silver diner and all was well and he helped me pack a little and then went home. yay.

right now i feel kind of like dog poop, so i'm pretty much going to bed. anxiety really eats me alive, and sometimes i wonder if i don't really have a disorder. because honestly, nothing is really going badly here. i can get financing, i have movers, i am well clothed and fed and shod. so wtf?? ugh, i feel ill... later.



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Oct. 21st, 2002 06:23 am (UTC)
Sunday WAS pretty unproductive. But kind of fun!

The Toyota might well last longer. Maybe call your ins. place and see if one of them has a clear advantage, insurance-price-wise? I dunno!

I had a Hyundai once that wasn't bad. I don't think the cheap cars are always terrible...
Oct. 21st, 2002 07:20 am (UTC)
Right now, the favor is running towards the Kia... I have this bizarre thing about rooting for the underdog. We'll see... I am going to go drive it again.
Oct. 21st, 2002 06:51 am (UTC)
It's ok to be anxious with so much upheaval at one time. Change is tough. Take a deep breath.
You are doing the right thing by not jumping immediately into something (just to get it out of the way) and doing a lot of research first into the auto thing.
Rest helps the "dog poop" syndrome.
Love :-)
Oct. 21st, 2002 07:18 am (UTC)
Its probably just stress from having so many things to do in so little time.

The best thing for anxiety, from what I understand, is exercise... but if you're busy, its hard to make the time to exercise. So... I guess I'm still trying to figure that out myself.

menthu_lilitusa usually says to do whatever you can today, and what you cant do today, dont worry about because there's no use. :) Its just hard to practice that sometimes...
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