so, in the middle of all this and not eating breakfast, the kia guy calls and is like, i found your perfect kia (i had given him my list of options and color) and i can run the financing right now no obligation!! i was like, i'm up to my arms in bookshelves!! it will have to wait!! so i called him back later, (like 3pm... getting close to being up 24 hours, which i am no good for) after consulting with dad and let him run the credit for the hell of it, at the very least to find out if i was EVER going to be able to get financing with my craptacular credit. after an utterly agonizing pants-wetting hour of waiting he called me back and said yes, some crazy bank would give me a loan! i will be so good about this! i will pay every payment right on time!!! it will be awesome!!!! now to decide if i want an echo. or a used acura. that's sort of how i've narrowed it down. rio, echo, used integra. we'll see. i wonder which is cheapest to insure? i know, i know, more car talk. now i am taking a break from agonizing over all of this (and then some) to go to devolutionary's birthday party.
oh and somehow today i fucked up my thumb, i can't bend it in without hurting. :(