Seattle workshop underway! Gabriel and Kai photographing Georgia. Students completely rocking. More on Twitter most likely if you're curious about how it's going. @finallykyle
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So I was fired from a job I hated about three months ago. At the same time, my grandmother died, and I received a rather large gift as a result. I feel that the omens (If you've read The Alchemist, you'll know what I mean!) have pointed me down a new destiny, and that is to actively pursue my passions.
I've been shooting parties in Los Angeles for a year now, but have yet to aggressively pursue pay. I really love doing it because I love beautiful things and I love taking photos of people. More importantly, I try to express a certain viewpoint, and that is one of a girl who is very very shy, but is empowered behind her camera lens - it allows me to be outside of the party while still being a part of it. I'm a wall flower with a camera.
So I've decided to up the ante, and ordered myself some AlienBee lights, along with the rest of the equipment needed for a mobile photobooth. The plan is to pitch my services to clubs, wherein I would photograph for the night, host their images, and include their logo on the photos. When people post the photos to their Facebooks, etc, it is free advertising for the club. I've seen this business model in action, but hope to take a more genuine, more streamlined approach for a much more modest price. I've already established some healthy networking connections as a result of my previous work, but I know I will have to hustle.
Have any of you any advice for the photographer setting out on her own this way?
Anyway, for Thanksgiving, I brought my kit along to my parents' house, and shot my family (Heeheee). I am still figuring out how to get the hairlight to do what I want - obviously, it's not bright enough in some of these. I was using the silver side of an umbrella and reflecting the light from behind at an angle with the light at about 1/8th power. I don't know if the reflector is the way to go, but I did another test shoot without it and the light was too bright at 1/8th and spilling too much onto the backdrop. I'll have to keep experimenting. I do love how the key light came out...I was shooting full power through a shoot-through umbrella for diffusion in the "butterfly lighting" set up.
I went in a did a little editing with Photoshop, mainly just upping the contrast a bit, adding some dither and a slight vignette. Most of them are cropped to a square shape to mimic the medium format, which is how I want to go with my final set up.
Anyone have advice regarding faking a square format while shooting? Can I put tape on the viewfinder or something? In film school when we wanted to fake a letterbox, we put tape on the camera LCD so we could plan our shots accordingly and then added the bars in post. Can you do something similar with a still camera?
Additionally, you will notice some banding of the black backdrop that occurred after Photoshop - how can I prevent this? What causes it? I wasn't shooting RAW - is that why? I suspect that once set up, most of my output will be to web, where it really won't matter, but my parents would like to print some of these. Is there anyway to get the camera to shoot in a greater resolution than 72dpi (I'm shooting with a Canon Rebel XT)? (I've looked this up, and I don't think I really understand dpi and printing as well as I should.)
If you have any questions regarding my set up, I'd be happy to answer them in the comments.
And now, without further ado....
( Four below )
Thanks for looking and for any answers/advice you can provide!
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Katherine Kersten is Minnesota's own version of Glenn Beck. She's a 'columnist' (literally true, since she is given a regular column to fill with right-wing nonsense) for the Star Tribune, and is a regular embarrassment. She recently aimed her smear-gun at the University of Minnesota, in a deranged tirade that has been picked up by Wing Nut Daily and Hot Air (read the comments at that site for a glimpse of how insane the right wing has become).
What made her so angry? The UM has a program in the college of education called the Teacher Education Redesign Initiative, or TERI. It's a reasonably routine effort; the college is reevaluating their program, trying to set up appropriate priorities for teacher education, and is churning out documents as various groups wrestle with decisions about what's important in their programs. Like I say, it's routine — I've had to read lots of this kind of thing as part of the general output of a university bureaucracy — and it's also a good thing, that university divisions exhibit at least a little introspection and flexibility.
Kersten does not think this is a good thing. She has her own strange view of what the effort is all about.
In a report compiled last summer, the Race, Culture, Class and Gender Task Group at the U's College of Education and Human Development recommended that aspiring teachers there must repudiate the notion of "the American Dream" in order to obtain the recommendation for licensure required by the Minnesota Board of Teaching. Instead, teacher candidates must embrace -- and be prepared to teach our state's kids -- the task force's own vision of America as an oppressive hellhole: racist, sexist and homophobic.
Except…the report says nothing of the kind. You can read it yourself, if you want, although you probably don't — it's written in lumbering, repetitive, earnest Academese, which is a dialect of Bureaucratese, and it isn't pretty. I get this stuff in my mailbox and it makes me want to claw my eyes out, so it took some masochistic discipline to dig into it voluntarily, but Kersten misrepresents the thing from top to bottom.
There is a grain of truth to what she says: the report does say that we need more emphasis on recognizing and appreciating diversity, and that we need more equitable representation of American culture in the teacher workforce. It does not say that America is an "oppressive hellhole"; that's her own weird interpretation. She should have looked deeper. Doesn't the fact that we're training teachers at all imply that America must be a pit of ignorance and stupidity that needs correcting?
She's basically taking the blinkered and customary wingnut position that any discussion of how we can improve the country implies that we are currently in a less than sublime state of perfection, which makes any constructive suggestion an unpatriotic act of treason.
This has set the wingnuts on fire. They are complaining bitterly about the goals of the UM college of education.
In an October 28, 2009, proposal to the Minnesota-based Bush Foundation, the college promises that it will revise its curriculum toward the "development of cultural competence." The college's full articulation of this vague concept at present is just what the Race, Culture, Class, and Gender Task Group has determined it to be.
Not only that, however, the college in its proposal promises to start screening its applicants to make sure they have the proper "commitments" and "dispositions":
Develop admission procedures to assess professional commitments.
We recognize that both academic preparation and particular dispositions or professional commitments are needed for effective teaching. [Emphasis in original.]
The college promises that it will begin using "predictive criteria" to make sure that future teachers will be able to develop an acceptable level of "cultural competence"-apparently, those who do not pass the political litmus test and seem too set in their beliefs will never get admitted. This is far worse than what Columbia Teachers College does with its own "dispositions" requirement, and far in excess of what the National Council for the Accreditation of Teacher Education (NCATE) has ever mandated.
Never trust a kook to quote anything. When you see one line extracted from a document, and then spun out into a fable of planned oppression of a political point of view, you know there's got to be something more that they're leaving out. In fact, in this case you might be wondering what political views this 'litmus test' is intended to exclude…like, no Republicans will ever be allowed to teach again?
Nope. Here's what they mean by 'dispositions and commitments'.
Develop admission procedures to assess professional commitments.
We recognize that both academic preparation and particular dispositions or professional commitments are needed for effective teaching. Our school-based partners have told us that they would like to hire beginning teachers who demonstrate the commitment to focus relentlessly on student learning and take responsibility for the learning of all students without seeking excuses in the community, family, and culture of the students. They want teachers who can communicate and collaborate with each other and with the families and communities of their students. In response to our school partners, we will develop admission procedures that identify candidates with the potential to demonstrate these commitments as teachers.
Note the part I put in boldface. That's what has Kersten incensed, and that is fueling the fear of right-wing reactionaries. They're saying they want teachers who want to teach, and who do not sit around blaming the failure of students on their race or ethnicity. That's it. It isn't a political litmus test at all — it's saying that bigots who won't try to teach all of their students equally do not make good teachers.
That's the sentiment that Kersten, Hot Air, and the Wing Nut Daily find horribly objectionable.
Fundamentally, it's yet another admission that that (R) after politician's name has become shorthand for (Racist). Conservative politics has become so tainted with lunatic anti-immigrant, anti-diversity, anti-human policies that a college can't even say that tolerance and encouragement of the non-white portion of our populations is a good goal to work towards without being accused of being unpatriotic.
It's not surprising. These are the same people who think Lou Dobbs would make a good president, and who dream of a Beck/Palin candidacy in 2012.
Read the comments on this post...* Good read: "Postindustrial cities, even relatively successful ones such as Pittsburgh, are trying to manage, rather than just reverse, population loss."
* The past, present and possible future of climate change.
* Why we should stop subsidizing ethanol.
* Who knew: the tea party movement turns out to be a good money-making opportunity.
* Wow. Guess who is complaining about the White House's deficit spending?
* Behind the bidding for MGM.
* Bob Mondello previews upcoming movies of 2009.
* Principle filming on the Tintin film is done.
* Release date for Crisis on Two Earth announced.
This article is by staff writer Adam Baker. Baker has recently come to realize that there will always be an excuse not to give if you look for one.
As the holiday season approaches each year, we’re reminded to reflect on those things we’re most thankful for.
Some of these remain consistent from year to year. Occasionally, a dramatic life experience — either positive or negative — will stir things up, adding new items to the list.
While this sort of reflection is useful, it has a bit of a downside. We can get stuck in a rut by making this only a mental game. We wipe our hands and pat ourselves on the back for taking the time to recount our yearly list of appreciation.
I’ve been guilty of this many times in the past. This year, though, I’ve been trying to brainstorm ways take the next step, turning gratitude into action.
You see, this is the first year my wife and I have celebrated Thanksgiving away from our families. In fact, we’re currently in New Zealand where the holiday, of course, isn’t celebrated or recognized. Honestly, I didn’t anticipate it would make a difference, but it’s actually caused even more self-reflection than usual this year.
As a result, I’ve challenged myself to create a tangible list of ways I can take my own thankfulness mindset and put it into action. The process worked well enough for me that I’d like to share it with you:
- Create a written list of the top 3-5 things you’re thankful for. Be as specific as possible. Rather than writing “family”, try to be more detailed. What about your family are you thankful for? Maybe you’re just thankful to still have employment after a series of layoffs. Maybe you’ve gained a tangible skill this year that’s enabled you to grow. Try to be specific (this helps the next part).
- For each item on the list, think of a tangible way you can pass it on. We’re not talking about changing the world, but just brainstorming small ways you can affect just one other person. If you’ve recently rented your first apartment, maybe you can donate time to a homeless shelter. If you’ve recently had a family member recover from a prolonged illness, maybe you could support a local program that does hospital visits. Obviously, your examples will reflect the issues that hit closest to home this year.
- Encourage family and friends to do the same. This is what I’m doing right now — simply sharing something that worked well for me. Just the small act of committing our thoughts to paper and brainstorming ways to make them tangible can help us make more of this holiday season for others. If it helps you, spread the idea even further!
No, it’s not complex. There’s no technology involved. It’s just a simple, straightforward reminder that the holiday season isn’t just about being thankful — it’s about finding ways we can spread that goodwill to others!
I hope everyone had fun-filled and fantastic Thanksgiving weekend!
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I college, somebody loaned me an import copy of The Beatles' Magical Mystery Tour LP. The German version had stereo versions of several songs ("All You Need is Love," etc.) that were mono or fake stereo on the U.S. and U.K. versions. I don't know what versions of the songs on Mystery Tour are available now, because I still haven't bought a CD version.
Other intriguing alternates:
Peter Gabriel's "Slowburn" (from the car in the rain LP)-- The original on Atco begins with a fade-in of a piano melody, but some versions (Atco/Super Disk) start with a staccato piano that builds into a massive orchestral climax which then collapses.
Pete's "I Don't Remember" on the third LP (melty face Polaroid) is a very weird version with all kinds of effects (vocal shouts, Fairlight CMI). The Charisma single is a more conventional arrangement.
The Strawbs' "Simple Visions" on their Road Goes On Forever label CD begins with Dave Cousins saying "Hey, me words are blowin' away" and birds can be heard in the background. (Maybe it was recorded outdoors?) That's not on the original Polydor LP.
Steve Hackett's remastered Spectral Mornings CD includes a version of "Everyday" with a different mix, including an ending to the song (the original fades out).
I once replaced a worn copy of Focus' Hamburger Concerto on Atco with an EMI Holland version. The last song on the LP, "Birth" ends with a completely different guitar part.
The end of Genesis' Seconds Out live LP includes a bit of Ethel Merman singing "There's No Business Like Show Business," which is only on the Charisma version.
If you have your own examples, please speak up! Also, I don't have a lot of duplicates in my music library, so are some things I mentioned hearing as "alternates" widely available by now?
Here's Monkey #1.

I forgot how to cut the second sock, so his arms and tail got kind of messed up:

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The only thing I have issues with is deciding what to get.
Right now, I have four ideas. Two from "Everything is Illuminated" and two from Kerouac.
I can't get cuts to work, sorry.
1 and 2 are from the same paragraph of Everything is Illuminated. My favorite paragraph in the whole novel. I bought this book because of this paragraph.
1. "If there is no love in the world, we will make a new world..."
2. This one is longer, and somewhat depressing, which is why I have hesitations about getting it, but the line has stuck with me for so long.
I would center it like this
<c>Love me,
because love
doesn't exist,
and I've tried
everything
that does.
</c>
3. This is from Kerouac's Big Sur, and also the title of the album Benjamin Gibbard and Jay Farrar did based on it. In the book, Kerouac is basically saying it's one fast move or he's gone into another existential depression that can't be cured by any amount of liquor or chemicals.
"One fast move or I'm gone."
4. I don't have the exact text for this in front of me, but it is something the sea yells to Jack in Big Sur/ his poem The Sea
"Go to your desire, and laugh."
Sorry this is so text heavy!
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sore - Music:Dvorak's Ninth Symphony - The New World
This is a fascinating article about Hitler's library: he was an avid collector and reader, and part of his collection still exists, and you can even stroll down to the Library of Congress and ask to browse through the stockpile. The bulk of the books are about military strategy and tactics, and a subset are Hitler's personal favorite light reading, cowboy stories. But there are also many religious texts that give insight into the way his mind worked.
Experts since then have been of two minds on the matter of Hitler's spiritual beliefs. Ian Kershaw argues that Hitler consciously constructed an image of himself as a messianic figure, and eventually came to believe the very myth he had helped to fashion. "The more he succumbed to the allure of his own Führer cult and came to believe in his own myth, the more his judgment became impaired by faith in his own infallibility," Kershaw writes in The Hitler Myth (1987). But believing in a messianic myth is not the same as believing in God. When I asked Kershaw in 2001 whether he thought Hitler actually believed in divine providence, he dismissed the notion. "I don't think that he had any real belief in a deity of any sort, only in himself as a 'man of destiny' who would bring about Germany's 'salvation,'" he declared. Gerhard Weinberg, who helped sort through the Hitler Library back in the 1950s, likewise dismisses the notion of Hitler as a religious believer, insisting that he was driven by the twin passions of Blut und Boden--racial purity and territorial expansion. "He didn't believe in anything but himself," Weinberg told me last summer. Most historians tend to agree.
Some non-historians, however, have different views. In the 1960s Friedrich Heer, a prominent and controversial Viennese theologian, identified Hitler as a misguided "Austrian Catholic," a man whose faith was disastrously misplaced but nevertheless sincere. In a dense, 750-page treatise Heer saw Hitler the Austrian Catholic at every turn: the nine-year-old choirboy catching his first glimpse of a swastika in the coat of arms at the Lambach Monastery; the beer-hall orator whose speeches resound with biblical allusions; the Führer of the Reich who re-created the splendor of the Catholic mass at the annual Nuremberg rally. Even his virulent hatred of Jewry found sustenance in those roots. Fritz Redlich, an eminent Yale psychiatrist, asserts in his book, Hitler: Diagnosis of a Destructive Prophet, that Hitler acted from a profound belief in God. Noting Hitler's own words "Man kommt um den Gottesbegriff nicht um" ("You cannot get around the concept of God"), Redlich told me last summer that he was certain Hitler believed in a "divine creature." He rejected suggestions that Hitler's invocations of the divine were little more than cynical public posturing and insisted that we ought to take Hitler at his word: "In a way, Hitler was a terrible liar, but he was a tactical liar. In his essential line of thinking he was honest."
I tend to favor the opinion that he was a lousy Catholic…but an even lousier atheist.
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