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i can't do this...

i am crying and sore and i don't want to go. i can't even possibly picture myself taking that test tomorrow. i don't know where my resolve went, but all i can envision in my mind right now is me dumping that bike again. i do not want to go back there this morning. i feel like i have barely slept. my clutch hand hurts. i have bruises i didn't know i had, and i feel like throwing up. that said, it will probably take every ounce of stupidity or resolve i have to get in my car and go back there this morning.

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martinhesselius
Aug. 17th, 2002 03:57 am (UTC)
::Hugs::
(Anonymous)
Aug. 17th, 2002 05:26 am (UTC)
Think you will succeed. Just go and do it!
shadrone
Aug. 17th, 2002 06:00 am (UTC)
You can do this. Don't let the anxiety get to you. I don't know anyone who hasn't lain a bike over a few times. It's normal.
summer_queen
Aug. 17th, 2002 06:48 am (UTC)
Hang in there -- you'll be fine once you're actually there!
msteleute
Aug. 17th, 2002 07:52 am (UTC)
Good luck today! I hope to see you soon so I can talk to you about the class. I know its discouraging but you're probably doing really well for someone who has never been on a bike before.
ikirus
Aug. 17th, 2002 08:12 am (UTC)
You'll do fine.
rob_donoghue
Aug. 17th, 2002 08:41 am (UTC)
You can.
cheetahmaster
Aug. 17th, 2002 09:36 am (UTC)
You're supposed to dump the bike. It's a class, that's how you learn, by making mistakes, learning, and moving on. That's why you have the resolve to do it.
traceracer
Aug. 17th, 2002 09:50 am (UTC)
We talked about all of this on AIM and when you were over last night, so you know what I'm going to say.

I hope you made it today.
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