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i'm eating chocolate covered raisins that will approximately constitute my breakfast. i am despising the concept of timesheets. i am listening to a prog rock internet radio station. my eyes are closing and i can barely hold my head up. i just discovered i am supposed to attend some nortel training. i have a huge, painful, yet invisible zit on my temple. one of my coworkers just pointed at me and made a cryptic remark. said coworker is not even supposed to be here today. i miss my parents. i'm very tempted to just open up my book and read it. i'm still reading this tigana POS. i discovered last night after dinner that i can walk into a bookstore and not buy anything. seeing a spiral bound notebook makes me approximately desperate to be back in school. i still have 3.5 hours to go in this shift. i hear there's another wine tasting in the works. i have 62 emails in my inbox. i realize that my buddy list is 90% people i don't actually talk to. i am a big fat hippie. i'm wondering how thoughtless i am and how much i delude myself. i'm jonesing to play canasta or cribbage. i haven't made plans to have dinner with examorata yet. i can't believe my friendship is not good enough, that my friendship is practically an insult to someone. i can't believe we don't have an actual announcement about the re-org in email. i have to go now.

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examorata
Apr. 11th, 2002 06:02 am (UTC)
Well, your friendship isn't an insult to me!
Were we supposed to have dinner? I stink at keeping in touch on these things too. It's dumb because we live insanely close to one another.

Just name the day! =)
snidegrrl
Apr. 11th, 2002 06:53 am (UTC)
d.a.n.g. the statement right after that was about someone totally different!! someone else thinks that my friendship is worthless and needs more. right so anyways, we should have dinner, it's true, and we had no specific plans. i was just reminding myself to make them :)
examorata
Apr. 11th, 2002 07:41 am (UTC)
Oh, I didn't think you meant me, I was just making the point. You know, for extra coolness, or something. Dinner = good.
snidegrrl
Apr. 15th, 2002 01:06 am (UTC)
well, i was going to say monday night, but right now i'm not sure how monday is going to go. monday is today for crying out loud! oy vey. but, the crux is i need them to fix my AC, and if they will do it tomorrow (er, today) i will have to squeeze my sleep schedule around whatever it is they do. i'll get back to you!
examorata
Apr. 15th, 2002 10:00 am (UTC)
Yep, and feel free to use the ol' email! Finding these comments back in the list is getting hard! =)

I am irritated with myself at the way I planned my day yesterday, as I *should* have had time to get all my stuff done and still been able to hang out with you guys in the evening. But that's not the way it happened. I hope you had a fine time!
martinhesselius
Apr. 11th, 2002 08:03 am (UTC)
i can't believe my friendship is not good enough...
someone else thinks that my friendship is worthless and needs more
- Ah! *Now* I understand. As we discussed last night. ::Hugs & Sympathies::

i realize that my buddy list is 90% people i don't actually talk to
- Heh; mine is likely an even higher percent. Then again, only you and a handful or two have the AIM screenname that I used last night.

i am a big fat hippie.
- I respectfully disagree.

snidegrrl
Apr. 15th, 2002 01:14 am (UTC)
well, as it turns out, the person who thinks that my "friend"ship is not enough... is fickle. but we all knew that. that's how he could traverse from emotionally abusive to supportive and kind so easily. but ANYways... it has put me of a mind to figure out what friendship means to me. and what i expect out of it. and the fact is, that's fluid... your sympathies, the sympathies of my friend, mean alot to me.

i bet you have a list of buddies a MILE long on AIM. :) i remember well how long my ICQ contact list was when i was in the camarilla... lord have mercy... i got to the point where i had to codename all the giovanni players by location to remember who the hell they were.

also: perhaps i am a small hippie, but i am a hippie all the same. and really, kind of proud of it. more on this, perhaps, in a general post later.

martinhesselius
Apr. 15th, 2002 04:02 am (UTC)
*Grin* I do have more than one AIM screen name, and you're on both the one with 100+ names, and the one that I use for only a dozen folk or so. And there's nothing wrong with being a hippy... I'll listen when you post more. ;-)
summer_queen
Apr. 11th, 2002 06:06 am (UTC)
I'll do dinner with you sometime -- I can even be persuaded to leave Annapolis (though the restaurants here are yummy). ^_^
snidegrrl
Apr. 15th, 2002 01:07 am (UTC)
cool deal :) and i mean, i like going to annapolis, there is good stuff to eat there.
darkweasel
Apr. 11th, 2002 11:52 am (UTC)
man oh man
No matter what just remember some of us out here still love you and miss you.

snidegrrl
Apr. 15th, 2002 01:14 am (UTC)
Re: man oh man
*grin*

i am defiantely glad to hear it.
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